8th roll of film

hmmph

las vegas i'm pretty sure

the only thing i'm better at during the day is shooting pictures

las vegas motel on no sleep due to tea's dad's fuckery

hallway of place we slept for four hours since we drove 13 to get there
from northern california

tea makes me weak

i'd kill for this person

shitty iwrotehaikusaboutcannibalisminyouryearbook
stick n' poke i did on tea a while back

she let her hair go for a minute i enjoyed the way it looked

las vegas may as well have been static

anorexic lovers

we shared a room with tea's 14 year old brother

tea's cousin from thailand, who loved to spoil us 

analog meme

ruin

dumbest place on the planet

baum was very eager to take us to the sign

i wish i had captured the strippers taking promotional pictures by the sign
someone was twirling a banner

probably more of vegas

at a rest stop on the way back home to ukiah

reminds me of the stratosphere cover by duster

i wish i were young again

a girl and her pup

shelter

this couple asked us where the trail was
we had no clue

pretty sure that was someone sitting on a log 

hmph

in the summer of 2016 tea and i took a trip to california, part of that trip was to get tea's

cousin, baum, divorced, so we drove 13 hours to las vegas in a tiny car

i hate tea's brother, he's inconsiderate of other people, if he had to piss we all got out, if he was hungry we all got out, can't fucking stand people like that

dude doesn't understand how to not breathe loudly through his mouth and hold back phlegm at an incredible volume

i fucking hate that kid and can't wait to never see him again

when we got to las vegas it was probably four in the morning

tea's dad who lived in san diego at the time fucked up a hotel reservation so we got a motel 

i watched everyone sleep so we could get settled as soon as possible

i needed a shower, i'm pretty sure tea was conceived in las vegas

she's an accident child and her mom's a moron for keeping her when she's too selfish to

support her two children, fuck niko though he deserves nothing

driving through the desert late at night listening to duster was something else though

i stole a headphone splitter so tea and i could drown out her brothers dumb ass

we stole so much trail mix along the way

the redwoods were stunning, we got hopelessly lost and decided to retrace our steps before it got dark

i miss ukiah dearly

tea took a beautiful picture of children playing on a dock

she had it pinned to a corkscrew board in her room

we tripped acid and i wanted to kill myself as i usually do when i'm that fucked up

i told her we should drive to that dock and blow each others brains out that instant

we're still alive

i think we'll make it there one day, one last hoorah before our worlds end

shit just has a way of happening though, i think that's why everyone hasn't hung themselves from

a tree

i'm afraid i'm going to come home to my dead lover one day

that fear is worse than how my own death seems

so i figure we'll do it ourselves

diy and die i guess