i don't know why i feel the need to share and document my life on the internet, i have this feeling i'm gonna die and maybe it'll comfort whomever outlives me
that's why i started writing music
that's why i started writing music
i guess i'm just going to post rolls of film that i shoot with explanations for those times, i saw someone from Kaoru Nagisa (i don't know if i'm spelling that correctly) do that on their tumblr, and i would do that on tumblr if i hadn't over shared content from other people on mine,
i have a lot of time to do nothing (considering i'm dropping out of college) so this is what i fill it up with.
i'm a miserable wretch and life is going to be very short for me if i don't find it in me to be happy, or to spend all my time blogging so i can't possibly kill myself
can't possibly affirm the will in myself
i lost rolls one and two but i made posts on tumblr since i wasn't blogspotting (is that a verb?) back then
these are only the pictures i thought looked cool, though on here i'm posting the whole roll because life is full of errors and i am no exception
ONE
That's my old house, we moved there from the house i grew up in when i was in 7th grade. I liked it, it was close to downtown Boca Raton, which sucks but i skated around there often, my old best friend moved closer to that house by the time we had gotten into high school, later on in life we'd get in some trouble all around that house.
My mom was always abusive, we have a .33% chance of beating our children if we ourselves are beaten, she had a terrible childhood, it's not her fault, but i can't forgive
that's my cat and my dog, we had a bird, we had a lot of birds but they all flew away, i'm not going to make some statement on that insinuating i should have, too late
the window that says 'i love life thank you' was in a shed that was in our backyard, one night when i couldn't handle the way i was being treated, i punched out the glass beneath it
we were allowed to draw all over the walls, someone figured it'd be a good outlet, i destroyed a lot of that place in fits of anger and frustration,
i've learned a lot of self control since then, i have scars from that house, both mental and physical that will last me a lifetime
cocoa butter is bullshit
TWO
this roll is from a fair that my old friend scott and his friend michael drove by and decided to check out, this was before we turned into different people
i think we're all clones of our company until a certain age,
i miss that time, we were friends in middle school and i decided to go to the same charter high school as him, it was far away, we had a lot of long train rides home to bond more and more
we became the best of friends, i had never had that before
i wish i had a camera for so many stupid times with him, it's probably better and less incriminating that no one documented anything
we were bored and we grew up in a boring place, bored kids will be bored kids
there's a picture that i wish didn't turn out so dark, it was scott talking on a payphone, he just looked cool there isn't much significance
he lives in orlando with his girlfriend now, we've talked on the phone but things aren't the same
i may go and skate with him one of these days
hopefully
i lost rolls one and two but i made posts on tumblr since i wasn't blogspotting (is that a verb?) back then
these are only the pictures i thought looked cool, though on here i'm posting the whole roll because life is full of errors and i am no exception
ONE
That's my old house, we moved there from the house i grew up in when i was in 7th grade. I liked it, it was close to downtown Boca Raton, which sucks but i skated around there often, my old best friend moved closer to that house by the time we had gotten into high school, later on in life we'd get in some trouble all around that house.
My mom was always abusive, we have a .33% chance of beating our children if we ourselves are beaten, she had a terrible childhood, it's not her fault, but i can't forgive
that's my cat and my dog, we had a bird, we had a lot of birds but they all flew away, i'm not going to make some statement on that insinuating i should have, too late
the window that says 'i love life thank you' was in a shed that was in our backyard, one night when i couldn't handle the way i was being treated, i punched out the glass beneath it
we were allowed to draw all over the walls, someone figured it'd be a good outlet, i destroyed a lot of that place in fits of anger and frustration,
i've learned a lot of self control since then, i have scars from that house, both mental and physical that will last me a lifetime
cocoa butter is bullshit
TWO
this roll is from a fair that my old friend scott and his friend michael drove by and decided to check out, this was before we turned into different people
i think we're all clones of our company until a certain age,
i miss that time, we were friends in middle school and i decided to go to the same charter high school as him, it was far away, we had a lot of long train rides home to bond more and more
we became the best of friends, i had never had that before
i wish i had a camera for so many stupid times with him, it's probably better and less incriminating that no one documented anything
we were bored and we grew up in a boring place, bored kids will be bored kids
there's a picture that i wish didn't turn out so dark, it was scott talking on a payphone, he just looked cool there isn't much significance
he lives in orlando with his girlfriend now, we've talked on the phone but things aren't the same
i may go and skate with him one of these days
hopefully
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